Sowing Kottravai

We gathered Her pieces from across the land.

She left them under a palmyra tree where She huddled overnight. I would say ‘slept,’ but I think no one there truly slept, unless, perhaps, the infants. I imagine they dreamt of the earth cracking around them.

Others were deep in drifts of white beach sand, itself made up of fragmented bodies of long-dead sea life.

One . . .

Original Mandate

Robin’s toy nestled in my hand, purring with something akin to life. The clear ball was filled with undulating blobs that changed color when they bumped into one another, merging into new forms before splitting off in a graceful mitosis. Coming together, falling apart, together and apart, over and over. Ahimsa told me it was inspired by a pre-Depletion Era artifact . . .

Where did the sea come from?

Going from Kyiv to my mother’s native land, a village in the Cherkasy region, we used to take a road that ran like a thin ribbon across the endless dark blue water body. I have always been fascinated by these enormous reservoirs and this overarching lake called the “Cherkasy Sea”. As a child, I knew that Ukraine had two seas in the South, far away from where I live. . . .

After Gaza

Artist’s statement

 

“After Gaza” does not mean that the Gaza genocide is over—not only because the genocide is ongoing, but because Gaza, like the Shoah and the Nakba, will never be over. “Never again” feels like “the hope” that Benjamin said was for those who have none.

Theodor Adorno said that poetry “after Auschwitz” is barbaric, but you only live “after . . .

post-interview poem or what i wrote after reading the news

hear me out   please             my home  has grown into  gunfire

the bullet is going round again on the news      my people dangle

between  nightmares    between  mouthfuls  of regrets   in search

of quiet     in another headline   a child left home . . .

Akka

Akka left for the war. She didn’t come back, not right away.

For a while, we thought that our mother might go, since she was the marine biologist, but Akka was a pilot, an astronaut in training.

The monsters had come from the sea, and we had to take the fight to the deep dark waters, so alike and yet so different from the vast quiet and emptiness of space. Deep pressure . . .