Pushcart Nominations 2022

It’s December 1st, the last day to postmark nominations for the Pushcart Awards for 2022. The Pushcarts are a long-running, much beloved award for small press literary writing. This is our first time nominating; I’m sure it won’t be the last.

We published two issues this year: Reckoning 6, our regular annual, and a special issue, Our Beautiful Reward, themed on bodily autonomy on the occasion of the overturn of Roe v. Wade. If we’d been allowed to, we would have nominated everything, but we’re only allowed six. Our nominations, selected by our editorial staff from among both issues, are as follows.

Good luck, friends!

Fundraiser 2022 – Final Result: $2,268/year!

Reckoning Press has been a nonprofit for almost seven years, and we’ve never had a fundraiser.

We’ve always paid professional rates to writers and artists, as well as providing small honoraria to editors and staff. We’ve read some 5,000 submissions, published 83 stories, 72 poems, 42 essays and 19 artworks about environmental justice. We’ve featured writers and artists from the US, Canada, Mexico, Trinidad and Tobago, the UK, the Netherlands, Spain, France, Switzerland, Germany, Italy, Poland, Sweden, Norway, Russia, Greece, Israel, Egypt, Nigeria, India, Sri Lanka, Bangladesh, Singapore, Korea, Japan, the Phillippines, New Zealand, Tasmania, and Australia. We published debut writing by Innocent Ilo, Oyedotun Damilola Muees, Riley Tao, Francis Bass, Nancy Lynée Woo and Luke Elliott. Just this year, Oyedotun’s story “All We Have Left Is Ourselves” won a PEN Robert J. Dau Award, and we got six (6!) nominations and for the inaugural Utopia Awards—and we won four of those!

Over that time, our public funding has varied between about 8% and 12% of our budget. The remainder has come from me, Michael J. DeLuca, through my freelance income. That’s right, every time anyone buys an ebook subscription from Weightless Books or hires me to build a website, they’re supporting creative writing on environmental justice. All told, the seven issues of Reckoning (and part of an eighth!) weigh in at $47.7K, of which some $43K was my own money. I know how nervous people get talking about money, but it has seemed important to me to be open about this. I’m lucky, privileged, I never had college debt, I live as simply as I can manage, I have marketable skills I’ve for a long time now been able to sell to the most ethical bidder for a fraction of the going rate. This is what I choose to do with the money I don’t need. Paying people to think this way and render those ideas beautiful and compelling and share them with others makes me feel better about our world on fire.

So why a fundraiser now?

It has been pointed out to me that other people might also want the unique sense of well-being, of having done something to counteract the downward spiral, conferred by funding creative writing on environmental justice. We’d like to invite you in! If you like the magazine, if you’ve gotten a new angle or a new thought or found some handhold in our pages that helped you in these difficult days, even for a moment or an afternoon, well, we could use your help to put out more of these stories. And maybe helping us do that would feel good?

Reckoning has reached the capacity to grow beyond the extent to which I’ve been able to fund it. We want to pay writers better. In this age of massive inflation and artificial scarcity, 8c/word doesn’t seem like enough. We want to pay staff better. A $100 honorarium for a year’s worth of reading and editorial work might not seem like such a bad deal in an industry where so many editors and writers go unpaid, but we’d be failing at our primary purpose if we didn’t try to change that. We’d also like to do more special issues, like Creativity and Coronavirus and Our Beautiful Reward (the new bodily autonomy issue we started reading for last week). Over the last few months, we’ve rebooted the podcast; we’d love to keep doing that and pay our narrators at least a token rate.

Goals:

  • To raise our rates to 10c/word for prose, $50/page for poetry, we need needed an additional $2000 per year–and we got there! Hooray, you did it!
  • To double the staff honoraria, that’s $1500 per year.
  • To pay podcast readers $50 per recording, that’s $2500 per year.
  • To produce one special issue per year, that’s $2000.

To put that in perspective, we could achieve all of the above with just 135 new Patreon subscribers at $5/month.

  • Even 20 new Patreon subscribers at the $5/month level would push us permanently above the 10% public funding cutoff that would allow Reckoning Press to change its official nonprofit status from that of a private foundation to a public charity, making us eligible for tons more public funding in the form of grants from entities like the NEA. We made it here already, public charity status is achieved, thank you all so much!

After seven years, it seems worth trying.

So a fundraiser! With rewards!

Individual Rewards:

We have a bunch of books to give away, donated by the authors/publishers, including but likely not limited to:

  • A signed copy of Catherine Rockwood’s poetry chapbook, Endeavors to Obtain Perpetual Motion, from the Ethel Zine Press
  • A signed copy of Michael J. DeLuca’s Crawford Award finalist novella, Night Roll, from Stelliform Press
  • Copies of People of Colo(u)r Destroy Science Fiction! and People of Colo(u)r Destroy Horror! donated by Gabriela Santiago
  • A copy of the Subterranean Press edition (sold out nearly everywhere!) of Arkady Martine’s multi-award-winning A Memory Called Empire
  • Signed copies of Leah Bobet’s novels Above and An Inheritance of Ashes
  • Copies of Andrew Kozma’s poetry collections City of Regret and Orphanotrophia
  • A complete set of Reckoning 16 plus Creativity and Coronavirus. They look amazing on a shelf all together, I guarantee.
  • An “environmental justice bundle” from Small Beer Press: Spirits Abroad by Zen Cho, Terra Nullius by Claire G. Coleman, Sherwood Nation by Benjamin Parzybok, and Lady Churchill’s Rosebud Wristlet #33, edited by Michael J. DeLuca.

Milestones:

  • If enough people support us to let us raise contributor pay rates to 10c/word, $50/page for poetry—that’s $2000/year—Reckoning 7 nonfiction editor Priya Chand promises to take all our supporters on a virtual hobbyist lumberjacking tutorial around her local nature preserves and waste places in Northern Illinois.
  • If enough people support us to let us double the rates for editors and staff—that’s $1500 more, or $3500/year total—I, Michael, promise to take you all on a year-long video odyssey in quest to homebrew the most local, sustainable, delicious, lowest-carbon and cost-per-pint beer I know how, and I’ll send a bottle to every supporter when it’s done.
  • If enough people support us to let us pay podcast narrators $50 per recording—that’s an additional $2500/year, or $6000/year total—Leah Bobet promises to take all our supporters on a pickling/canning tutorial.
  • If enough people support us to let us do a special issue every year–that’s an additional $2000/year, or $8000/year total–we’ll do a print edition of the forthcoming, currently e-only special issue, Our Beautiful Reward, edited by Catherine Rockwood, featuring new Maya Monster art by Mona Robles!

Current patrons will be grandparented in to all of the above. Thank you all so much for your support!

Podcast Episode 20: On Having a Kid in the Climate Apocalypse

Welcome back to the Reckoning Press podcast. It’s been ages, but we’re ramping up to a lot of cool new stuff in the coming year and beyond, including lots more podcasts, a fundraiser to increase payrates to 10c/word, $50/page for poetry and pay staff better too, t-shirts, pins, who knows what else. Homebrew recipes. Foraging instructions. Bespoke lectures about culling invasive species. We’re flush with ideas, as we should be, but we’re always looking for more. Drop us a line if you’ve got any?

Reckoning Press is a US-based nonprofit; we flourish under your regard. Please support us on Patreon, consider donating directly, buy a book or an ebook, read our contributors’ beautiful work for free online, and submit! We’re always open to submissions, we’re always excited in particular to read work from Black, brown, Indigenous, queer, disabled, trans, or otherwise marginalized poets, writers and artists.

You can find all this and more on our website at: reckoning.press/support-us. You can subscribe to this podcast on iTunes or by visiting reckoning.press/audio.

Thank you very much for listening.

Hi folks,
Joey Ayoub, the swift-talking and firily intellectual host of the excellently named political SF podcast The Fire These Times, asked me if I would record this essay for him. He’s devoted quite a bit of time on the podcast to the theory and efficacy of solarpunk, and this is great and necessary work–as you may know I am extremely enthusiastic about criticism of solarpunk–I feel like the more critical thinking we devote to the direction we’re all taking in imagining a livable, equitable, practicable future, the better chance we have of pulling it off.

I had not until this moment thought of this essay, “On Having a Kid in the Climate Apocalypse”, as part of solarpunk. I wrote it as the editorial for Reckoning 2 back in 2017, when I was still the editor and not merely the publisher of Reckoning, but even then, I’d been thinking of Reckoning as a counterpoint to solarpunk. A journal of creative writing about environmental justice. A practical, constructive approach to imagining the future, a repudiation of climate denialism, fatalism, ecofascism, an acknowledgement of and focus on the feelings all this evokes for us now, in the present. That’s what this essay is. And I dearly hope that solarpunk has adapted and will continue to adapt to encompass all that. Because we need a big tent. A tent big enough to hold the world?

My kid is almost five now. Hopefully that means I’ve got some distance from the feelings that drove me to write this, but I should warn you that every other time I have attempted to read this aloud has involved tears.

Podcast Episode 18: Enclosures

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Today I’m going to read you an essay by Paulo da Costa, “Enclosures”, from Reckoning 6. I think of this piece as a new perspective in an ongoing conversation that started, for me, with Kate Schapira’s essay “On Political Change, Climate Change, and the Choice to Not Have Children” that appeared in Catapult in 2017, and my editorial piece in Reckoning 2, “On Having a Kid in the Climate Apocalypse” (which just ran in audio form on the excellent Lebanese political podcast The Fire These Times, and which we’re planning on re-running here sometime in the next couple weeks). It’s a conversation that leads from all the young people all over the world who are throwing themselves out in front of the extractive capitalist machine, begging for a future, and asks how we, the older generation, parents and potential parents and caregivers and people who love children everywhere, are to prepare them for this future we and our parents and ancestors have made for them. How do we adapt the values and skills and ways of understanding the natural world that nurtured us which were instilled in us by older generations in such a way as to honor what they taught us but not let our children be bound, doomed, by all the parts of that which cannot sustain. It’s a long, hard conversation, and I’m very grateful to Paulo for continuing it.

I also think this works brilliantly as a followup to the discussion Juliana Roth, E.G. Condé and Priya Chand had here the other week about animal rights and consciousness. I should warn you that this essay is full of some quite vivid cruelty to animals.

Also, I should prepare you for the fact that my foreign language background is in Spanish; paulo speaks Portugese and there is a great deal of Portugese in this story which I am going to muck up considerably. Thank you for bearing with me.

[Bio below.]

“Enclosures” by paulo da costa

Podcast Episode 11: Babang Luksa

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Welcome back to the Reckoning Press podcast. It’s been ages, but we’re ramping up to a lot of cool new stuff in the coming year and beyond, including lots more podcasts, a fundraiser to increase payrates to 10c/word, $50/page for poetry and pay staff better too, t-shirts, pins, who knows what else. Homebrew recipes. Foraging instructions. Bespoke lectures about culling invasive species. We’re flush with ideas, as we should be, but we’re always looking for more. Drop us a line if you’ve got any?

Reckoning Press is a US-based nonprofit; we flourish under your regard. Please support us on Patreon, consider donating directly, buy a book or an ebook, read our contributors’ beautiful work for free online, and submit! We’re always open to submissions, we’re always excited in particular to read work from Black, brown, Indigenous, queer, disabled, trans, or otherwise marginalized poets, writers and artists.

You can find all this and more on our website at: reckoning.press/support-us. You can subscribe to this podcast on iTunes or by visiting reckoning.press/audio.

Thank you very much for listening.

Hi folks, it’s me again, your host, Michael J. DeLuca. I’m about to read you Nicasio Reed’s story from Reckoning 6, “Babang Luksa”. It is a beautiful, quiet, sad story about family and facing the real consequences of hard choices. I don’t think you will find your time with it ill-spent. It’s extremely evocative for me, as an Italian-American from a big family on the East Coast I don’t get to see very often. But I have great confidence in its broader applicability, because it’s impossible not to see the incredibly skillful hand with which Nico has sculpted these characters and sense that he’s looked them in the eye. And if you’re not having to make these kinds of choices already–well. Don’t let me jinx it. But it’s good to be prepared.

[Bio below.]

“Babang Luksa” by Nicasio Andres Reed

Podcast Episode 9: Gills

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Welcome back to the Reckoning Press podcast. It’s been ages, but we’re ramping up to a lot of cool new stuff in the coming year and beyond, including lots more podcasts, a fundraiser to increase payrates to 10c/word, $50/page for poetry and pay staff better too, t-shirts, pins, who knows what else. Homebrew recipes. Foraging instructions. Bespoke lectures about culling invasive species. We’re flush with ideas, as we should be, but we’re always looking for more. Drop us a line if you’ve got any?

Reckoning Press is a US-based nonprofit; we flourish under your regard. Please support us on Patreon, consider donating directly, buy a book or an ebook, read our contributors’ beautiful work for free online, and submit! We’re always open to submissions, we’re always excited in particular to read work from Black, brown, Indigenous, queer, disabled, trans, or otherwise marginalized poets, writers and artists.

You can find all this and more on our website at: reckoning.press/support-us. You can subscribe to this podcast on iTunes or by visiting reckoning.press/audio.

Thank you very much for listening.

Hey, it’s me, your sometime host, Michael J. DeLuca. I’m going to read you a short story, “Gills” by Nicholas Clute, from Reckoning 6. If you’d like to read along with me, you can, it’s free online at reckoning.press/gills. The author’s extremely succinct bio goes like this.

[Bio below.]

First I’m going to tell you a little about why I love this story. In it, you will meet two brothers, Allas and Young. Their relationship, the bickering, loving, supportive, competitive relatability of it, is what drew me through from beginning to end. I’ve got younger sisters who I desperately want to make it through this crisis, and the next one, and the one after that. Whenever I get to the end of a submission and find myself surprised it went so quickly, that’s a pretty good sign I’m going to want to publish it. This was like that. It’s 4,200 words and it felt like half that. We all thought it worked particularly well juxtaposed with Nicasio Reed’s story “Babang Luksa”, which is also about family amid risen seas and I encourage you to check out.

The other thing about “Gills” is the surreality, for which I am a sucker. This is a post-collapse future that’s just weird enough I can inhabit it without dragging along all the dread and anticipatory grief and guilt I’ll be bringing with me to the real future. And it’s such a relief!

Here’s hoping it does the same for you.

“Gills” by Nicholas Clute

Readercon 31

Reckoning Press is at virtual Readercon 31 this weekend! We’ll be in the dealer’s room all weekend, plus you can find Reckoning editors and contributors all over the programming, as follows:

Friday – 8:00 PM
Main Track 2 • Against “Discovery”Michael J. DeLuca [publisher, editor, Reckoning 1 and 2], Allan Dyen-Shapiro, Jeff Hecht, Darcie Little Badger, Terence Taylor
Many works of SF/F about “discovery” would be recognizable to the creators and consumers of late Victorian adventure novels: a heroic (usually white and male) protagonist enters a strange place and either subjugates it or is transformed by it. But this centuries-old narrative rooted in colonialism erases both the marginalized members of expeditions and the native inhabitants to whom the place isn’t strange at all. How can the “discovery” story be expanded, exploded, or replaced with other takes on novelty and liminality?

Saturday – 11:00 AM
Main Track 1 • Reading Fantasy Through a Motif Index Lens • Katherine Crighton, Stephanie Feldman, Jeffrey Ford, Karen Heuler [contributor, Reckoning 5], L. Penelope
Folklorists use motif indexes to catalog and analyze folk tales from around the world. The existence of TV Tropes suggests the need for new motif indexes that fit new forms of literature, but we can also apply folklore motif indexes to 21st-century fantastical fiction. Which motifs have had staying power for hundreds of years, and what other expected or unexpected patterns do we find? What does treating fiction as folklore bring to the reading experience?

Saturday – 2:00 PM
Kaffeeklatsches • Marissa Lingen [contributor, Reckoning 1, Reckoning 2Creativity and Coronavirus] and John Wiswell

Saturday – 2:00 PM
Main Track 1 • I’m In: Infiltration Techniques for Writers • Toni “Leigh Perry” Kelner, Catherynne M. Valente, Kestrell Verlager, Elizabeth Wein, Fran Wilde [contributor, Reckoning 4]
How can characters get into spaces they aren’t supposed to be, whether physical or virtual? What makes these scenes feel plausible? Panelists will analyze the literary possibilities in various infiltration techniques—including those that rely on technical skills (such as lockpicking or hacking) and those that rely on social engineering—and suggest useful reference works and successful fictional depictions.

Sunday – 11:00 AM
Main Track 2 • Gothic Fiction’s Love Affair with Toxic RelationshipsJulie C. Day [editor, Weird Dream Society], M. Dressler, Kit Mayquist, Vivian Shaw, Farah Rose Smith
Gothic fiction has a long history of dramatically tortured relationships. These can emphasize the emotional isolation that’s common in horror or play up the tension of threats coming from loved ones. What else do terrible and terrifying relationships bring to a story, and why do we love to read about them? This panel will discuss the appeal of the mad, bad, and dangerous-to-know in monstrous and mimetic gothic fiction, whether they’re locked in the attic or lurking outside a window on a rainswept moor.

Sunday – 6:00 PM
Main Track 2  • Darmok and Jalad and Merriam and WebsterLeah Bobet [contributor, Reckoning 4 / poetry editor, Reckoning 5], John Chu, Francesca Forrest, Greer Gilman, Sarah Smith
At the “Decolonizing the Imagination” panel at Readercon 30, Cadwell Turnbull observed that linguistics as an academic field is restricted and distorted by underrepresentation of marginalized groups. How does that affect the ways languages, including constructed ones, are used in speculative fiction? What can authors do to overcome biased notions of what makes a language sound “magical” or “alien”?

Did I miss anyone?

 

Interview: Weird Dream Society

Weird Dream Society is an anthology of weird, dark stories put together by editor-in-chief Julie C. Day and co-editors Carina Bissett and Chip Houser. It’s due out May 26th; preorders are available now. All proceeds go to benefit RAICES, the Texas org dedicated to defending immigrant children, families and refugees. Reckoning Press is acting as a parent press and nonprofit umbrella. (And I also contributed a story.) So I was lucky enough to get the editors together virtually, along with social media coordinator Steve Toase, to answer some questions about the intersection of literature and activism.

 

Michael: Why an anthology of weird fiction to benefit RAICES? Do you see an inherent connection between the weird and immigration justice, or is it about doing something you love to help a cause you care about, or both?

 

Julie: I’m tempted to give a blanket yes and be done with it. But this is a yes with perspectives and layers. A yes to both questions. I love fiction that sings at the line level, that surprises emotionally, that carries nuance and the unsettling sense that nothing is simple and everything—even what we consider positive outcomes—comes at a cost. So, yes, bringing this sort of fiction to the fore and mixing my interests with this project made sense. This book is very much a labor of love.

I also think that a specific sort of strange fiction—the moniker others apply to the stories I write and to the stories that I’m often drawn to—is all about inhabiting what we considered the everyday world, but with the perspective so skewed it feels alien, like an entirely different land. Using fiction to pull us into a place where we can actually connect and empathize with experiences unknown to us in real life is the gift of such fiction.

In general, genre performs such a function well. There are markers of class, accepted logic trees, gender, sexuality, romance, and all the rest, that we recognize no matter what the setting. In fact, genre is often the most powerful lens to examine our cultural and personal assumptions by overlaying them—in some way—on another setting. But this sense of otherness I’m most especially drawn to—that goes a step further. It bypasses the analytical brain and taps into our emotional memories.

Jenefer Robinson in her book Deeper Than Reason: Emotion and it’s Role in Literature, Music, and Art discusses two different pathways in the brain: declarative memory and emotional memory. Well have emotional responses that bypass the cognitive process, what we call gut responses. This emotional response is based on a type of scenario/set of learned stimuli with no conscious memory attached. We layer the reasons on after the fact. This is why logical arguments don’t sway people’s opinions, but rather entrench them further. Logic doesn’t address the emotion-learned stimuli connection.

Strange or weird fiction with its visceral emotional hooks and dream logic connects directly with our emotional realities.

We are at our core ruled by emotional responses—attempts at logic don’t change minds—experiences expand understanding. And fiction, strange and unexpected fiction, when successful, takes a reader on an emotional and hopefully mind-expanding journey. It’s why strange fiction is naturally drawn to inequities of power in all its forms. It plays with our emotional patterning. What makes it magic is that it’s not a type of moral fiction; it’s not trying to teach a lesson. Instead, it simply lays out personal situations in a way that makes it able to expand or adjust the patterns our emotional memory relies on.

 

Carina: Weird fiction often exists in a dream space. By viewing social justice through a speculative lens, writers can explore multiple facets of the issues at hand. It also creates interstitial pathways to new experiences without the need to follow the rigid structure so often imposed in more traditional formats. Personally, I’ve always been drawn to the elegant lyricism and amorphous nature so often prevalent in strange fiction. The connection to poetry is intentional; it opens opportunities for an emotional experience through the play of language. The stories in this anthology connect in a fluid and unnerving way. Rarely do they spell out a specific argument, yet they link to endless possibilities of the ways we can challenge the inequalities that surround us.

 

Chip: At the moment, the United States is far weirder than the fiction in this anthology. That we’ve been able to focus our attention on something positive, something to benefit those who are in desperate need of just a modest fraction of the attention being commandeered by a certain limelight-mongering politician, has been a much-needed reprieve.

 

Steve: As someone who is an immigrant to another country, (although I’m in a very privileged position) the experience is often surreal and can be unsettling, especially as you try to grasp language and social conventions. This creates situations that definitely feel weird, and highlight the weird of everyday life.

 

Michael: How do you see the interplay between art and activism? In these astonishingly fast-changing and accompanyingly terrifying times, I’ve felt a strong temptation to give up writing fiction and go chain myself to an old-growth tree under threat by a saw, or to some train tracks where fossil fuels pass through sovereign Indigenous lands, or etc. I’ve felt, and thus far resisted, the temptation to shutter Reckoning and donate its whole budget to RAICES or Sunrise Movement or the SPLC. Helping support Weird Dream Society has played a significant part in helping mitigate that feeling—thank you very much for doing this! Any other words of support for people choosing to make art in these hard times?

 

Julie: Can I just say, see my answer above? No? Okay. Michael, we need to engage with life and with our selves. We get a short span of years and if we’re very lucky we find passions that give it meaning. Creativity isn’t an indulgence. It’s the way in which the world turns and transforms into something better and new. Or doesn’t. But at least you tried and you fought and you did some good just by trying. Reckoning and this project will speak to people in a different way than if you chained yourself to a tree—though both definitely have their place. Which I guess means I’m suggesting you add tree-chaining alongside publishing, rather than choose one over the other….

 

Carina: In my role as an educator, I emphasize the connection between art and activism on a regular basis. There is a rich history of the ways protest art and music have changed the world. I believe that art and activism are intrinsically linked. I can’t speak for other authors, but every story I’ve ever written has some aspect of protest in it. Some of these might be more personal than others, but my stories are always about exploring the ways in which the world can be changed. How do we stop the prevalence of domestic violence? How do we challenge cultural norms that dismiss the needs of our most vulnerable populations? How do we shift societal values from cultural consumption and materialism to interpersonal relationships and a sense of community? Art challenges these ideals in ways that other forms of rhetoric often fail, and I think that’s because art opens avenues of emotion. What is more persuasive than that?

 

Chip: Your support has been essential for this anthology, which illustrates the effective interplay of art and activism. For me, this anthology seemed like the perfect way to help do some real good in the world and give a little scratch to the creative itch as well.

 

Steve: I was kicked out of home at 16, spending three years either No Fixed Abode or vulnerably housed. In 2016 I was lead writer (alongside Becky Cherriman who has also experienced homelessness, and Imove Arts) on a project called Haunt, working in my hometown to highlight hidden homelessness. We started by working with people experiencing homelessness to tell their own stories, put that work in an anthology, and finally brought the stories together into a promenade theatre performance. What that taught me about art and activism is art is incredibly effective at disruption. By disrupting people’s everyday routine, it’s possible to bring their attention to situations their eyes would normally glance over. Art can humanise, and art can enlighten; even if just seeing ‘RAICES’ brings someone to google the term, it disrupts their day and gives some time to a perspective they may not have acknowledged otherwise.

 

Michael: You’re the Weird Dream Society. I love weird dreams! I practiced lucid dreaming for awhile, and my story in the anthology is based on a dream I had. So: pitch me a dream you’ve had, if you were to turn it into a story? Bonus points if it has an immigrant justice angle!

 

Julie: I rarely remember my dreams. And when I do they quickly slip away and all that’s left is my partner’s expression of bemusement after I’ve finished describing what has been going on in my mind. However, daydreams are an entirely different type of story. I have all sorts, some of which are moments I relive again and again. They all seem to include worldbuilding. Something I hadn’t considered until just now. Huh…. Some of these worlds have been with me for decades, along with some of the versions of “me.” There are a couple of soft-science-based portal daydreams. At least one is centered on a city populated by people displaced via such portals who then have to deal with a system in which they 1) have no power and 2) are seen as no more important than the service they provide. Plus a sky city. It has that as well. I guess a number of my daydreams are rather classic sf!

 

“The Flayed Angel” is an anatomical drawing (1746) from Myologie complete en couleur et grandeur naturelle by Jacques Gautier d’Agoty.

Carina: Next to reading and writing, my favorite activity is sleeping. I tend to have vivid dreams, and they often play out in a serial manner. For me, dreaming is a lot like binge-watching on Netflix. I love it. My brain usually plays out whatever story I might be working on at the time. It’s a way for my creative self to fill in plot holes, develop characters, and examine themes. Right now, I’m working on a novel, so my dreams are deeply rooted in that world. However, if I go back to an unconnected dream, the most recent one in my journal was about a haunted library filled with books bound in human skin. I tend to get riled up when I read about historical accounts of women locked up in insane asylums, and even angrier when I think about how the flayed skin of some of these discarded women were used to create covers for books written by male medical professionals. No immigrant justice angel in this one, but there is definitely a pissed off ghost involved and quite possibly an incident involving spontaneous combustion.

 

Chip: Well, there’s another reason to be jealous of the fertile mind of Carina! Like Julie, I’m not gifted with dream memories—maybe that’s why I’m so drawn to the stories in this anthology. I love that Amanda Invades the Museum is based on a dream, it definitely channels the peculiarity and vividness unique to dream logic. It hadn’t occurred to me before in this way, but I’m sure all of the stories in the collection have dream fragments woven into them.

 

Steve: I used to have a lot of ‘waking dreams’ where I woke up during the night to see faceless figures standing in the room, which would be terrifying until I became aware enough for them to fade. While this hasn’t led to a single story, it’s definitely influenced the sense of something just out of sight in our world. I think it encapsulates the lack of security both people experiencing homelessness and immigrants feel; the sense that someone can appear at any hour of the day and any vague sense of safety will be lost in a moment.

 

Michael: Thank you all very much for these profound thoughts, it’s been a pleasure!

A Coronavirus Call for Answers

Dear Everyone,

 

I hope you’re safe and healthy and away from risk; I hope you’ve got somebody to be with in this. I hope you’re settling in. Getting comfortable, if you can. It becomes clear this isn’t going to be over quick. Everything has been happening so fast, but there’s going to be time to think, to process. For some of us, anyway.

I’m as safe as one can be, where I am: as of yesterday Michigan is third in the US for confirmed cases, and Oakland County is second in the state, ever so slightly beating out Detroit. But I’m isolated, in my own house, with a lot of homebrewed beer and homemade preserves in the basement, a sourdough starter in the fridge, woods, meadows and marshes in walking distance. The garden will be popping soon. I’m home schooling my kid, there’s only one of him, it’s not too bad. I always worked from home.

As for my mental health? I find I want to hear how everyone’s doing all the time. I start to feel like a broken record, asking, but at this same moment in which I’ve never felt less confident in the human capacity to communicate, meaningfully and accurately, I’m also suddenly deeply invested in the everyday boringness of my neighbors, my sisters and my kid’s best friend’s mom trying to figure out how to teach their kids. I want constant reaffirmation that everyone is as okay as they can be under these extraordinary circumstances.

I know a lot of people aren’t.

Environmental justice is a public health issue. This pandemic is exacerbated by climate change, just like extreme weather events, refugee crises and xenophobia. And the people worst hit by it are the people without a safety net: the poor, marginalized, colonized, refugees, people who were already dependent on health care, people who’ve been drinking and breathing pollution all their lives, people without the option to self-isolate, people who’ve been given every reason to distrust the voice of authority. To have spent all this time learning to recognize these effects, preparing to watch them get slowly worse, only to suddenly see that change accelerate exponentially and in real time, is devastating, and has only intensified the feeling that I need to do more–the same feeling that made me start Reckoning in the first place.

So I appealed to Reckoning contributors and staff—some of the people I trust and root for most in the world—to let me know how they’re doing, and to think together about where this is going. This is the result: Creativity and Coronavirus, a series of short essays and poetry on living, thinking for and creating about the future in this time of crisis.

 

We might end up doing more, but for now, this is it. New words every Monday, as they’re written, until we run out, starting today. Subscribe here, it’s free. As always, Reckoning is a publicly funded non-profit; your support is deeply appreciated though not required. We’re always open to submissions, actively seeking all kinds of writing from marginalized voices. Please submit.

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