Once, I returned Tulip, Once I became

once the city sprouted with gods—

seeds whispers, freshly braided with the breaths of the

ancients; tombs cracked impulses like

husks and roots curled from the bones of history. say

once, children built homes in the ribs of

cedars. their colours of laughter carved into a country

bark. once, elders named their dreams

after a tree. for trees do not forget the orders of a lively

hope. once, all things were bright and

beautiful. and eternity was hymnary into the greens of

a monsoon wind. but when the axe is

hungry, ferns unfurl singing dirges to the fractal geo-

metries of empires. only the deeds of

mycelium remembers the threads of hunger in which

she has entertained. does the forest

shrink into memories, if not that the city has lichen a

little normal into ingratitude? take the

crack walls of sycamore and build these heartbreaks

no more, this part where the rain out-

lives the wildness of fire and war. softly, softly the

mercy in the vine would blood over

us. and the borders of dust would come rhythm with

the original poem of god. down the

swollen belly of the earth, the acacia would fold its

leaves like a clasped hand, awaiting

the unction of redemption. the rain would play the

field of angels and the patient hand

would hold a miracle to her pomaces. back to the

prayers that tasted like gunpowder,

locking me like a decked heaven. but the truth is,

I’ve hurt myself gauzing kindness

out of the neon mouths of an open field. the sight

of me in tender hands of bulrushes.